Prison Break

Lately my life consists of showing people my room, trying to sell my furniture, packing my things, seeing what I can see near the city, and spending time with friends. Doesnt sound too bad, no? But the idleness is about to kill me. I feel like I'm just waiting around to go home. Plans for this month that I had got cancelled and since it was something making this month worthwhile to look forward to, I no longer have that... so it's just me. Yeah, yeah, whine whine whine. Ok, it's not all that bad. I have stuff I'm doing and want to do and again, I hate not having a car!!! Freedom is what I'm looking forward to when I get home. Then again, is it truly freedom I will get? I dont know. I feel like I'm 22 again, just graduating, and have NO clue what the next step is. I've found some really great jobs that I'm looking to apply for, but shall I hold my breath? No. And things are so spread out where I'm looking, geographically that is. I have focus and have 3 cities at the top of my list. Will any of these places make my family happy? Not really. But I wont share them til something materializes. What's the point? Save the knocking on wood. I need to do some traveling this summer to really check these places out to know if I really like them... two of the cities I've been to and the third I've only seen the airport. Lots to think about. I'm excited about the opportunities but I still feel so unprepared! I want so much in this life... and I want more than what I've already seen and had as far as jobs go. I want my dream. I know it can happen, but it's still going to take so much work to get there. But I guess, if I want it... that's what I'll do.

No other news. Like I said, I'm idle. Maybe I'll go take pictures somewhere this weekend.